Im not so good at this....

Hahaha I definatley dont or havnt kept up with this, I think it would be good for me though if I would just use it...a lot has gone on with me and im just writing so this will definatley be nothing special seeing how probably the only person who looks at this every so often is my sister im just writing to be writing to clear my mind...I have made some AMAZING new friends I love them so much and they are such a great blessing in my life and keep me motivated to be more and more like God and to keep the faith me and my friend Jessica have some great little talks about what we fill God is doing in our life and just things like prayer and the bible and things like that I really enjoy getting to talk to her and hang out with her she's definately my best friend!! A downer though is this college mess im so confused, I never ever thought it would be this hard I figured there would be counselors to help you and tell you which direction you needed to go to register for classes and tell you which classes would be good to start off with but noooooo they have been the least bit helpfull it stinks and im starting to get very frustrated with it UGH almost makes me not want to go at all!!!!! But dont worry I am, if I can get signed up for classes in time......but yeah okay that's all I feel like venting for now lol maybe I will do better and try to keep this thing up!!

Valentines Weekend and the beginning of a new week!

My oh my what a weekend!! Lets start out with Friday shall we? I got a phone call from my sister asking if I wanted to go to a hockey game with her and since i havnt got to spend a lot of time with her in the past month or so i accepted! It was a pretty good game but the stupid ref's wouldn't let them fight which is the best part of hockey...to me anyways...but yeah it was a pretty good night AND it was also on that day that I found out I got hired for this job I had applied for previously!! That was a HUGE blessing to hear cuz I have been really needing a job for 1. the experience and 2. so it would help my mom out cuz i would have my own money for gas and my own personal wants/needs! So I was happy about that!!

Saturday...ahh the lovely Valentines Day....or as I like to call it Single Awareness Day haha!! Ah but no it was a really great day despite the yucky weather that we had...me and a few girls from church all got together and went to eat at cheddars and exchanged some valentine gifts with each other and I really got a chance to get to know these girls a lot better and make some new friendships I think!! After we got done eating we headed over to the movie theatre and saw Bride Wars haha awesome movie even though it was very predictable I liked it a lot and I liked getting the chance to spend some time with some new ppl and make new friends...not that the friends I have now are boring and I dont like spending time with them its just nice to make new friends and more ppl to hang out with every once in a while and I did just that! So all in all my valentines was great...I dont have to have a man in my life to make it enjoyable although sometimes it would be nice...but I know somewhere out there in this HUGE world God has the PERFECT man for me and Im just letting that man find me im not looking for him because that's how God wants it to be and I know some time down the road when its time for me to meet this man he will be perfect for ME and I cant wait to see who he is!!!!

Sunday was ehh just the normal went to church and out to eat w/ Amanda, Clint, Joleen and the boys *Caleb and Kory* then amanda had to work =( and so me and clint just hung out for the rest of the day and went and caught up with amanda after work and just chilled for a little bit till she had to go home and study....

Today (Monday) ahhh the dreaded Monday...lol but no today was a fairly decent day...I started my new job which was ok we were just REALLY swamped BAD lol up until about 8 and I had been there since 6...But I was supposed to be a waitress and now I think my boss is going to make me cook =( which kinda sucks but she said that my hand writing sucks so w/e im not going to argue with her but I think its readable enough lol oh well doesnt matter to me where she sticks me I just need some money and some experience for a while then im out of the fast food business haha but it was a pretty good first day i stayed busy so that was ok but even though I was busy the time went by so slow...but atleast I got to leave about 20 min. early cuz we slowed down so thats a plus but yeah it's all good and i think everything will be fine!! So that was my weekend and the start of my week...hope you enjoyed reading about my crazy self!!

God Bless!!
Ashley!! = )

I think im going to try this....

Well I think I am going to try this blog thing and see if I can keep up with it!! umm what can I say im your average ordinary teenager with the typical problems and the typical lifestyle it seems! I never have much going on, but seem to always have some kinda of problem. For instance friend issues EVERY teenager has them one friend in particular of mine makes me wonder sometimes how true she actually is...when she would do something that hurt my feelings like say she was going to hang out with me and then drop me for someone else I would always get mad and say "this time im done with her for good" but then bout a week later where am I? Right back talking to her...Well here recently I have decided I am giving EVERYTHING to God the maker of all things our healer, provider, father, brother, anything that we need he is and so i've just given him everything I have my friendships, relationships with family, school, finding a job, finding a boyfriend EVERYTHING!! I am Consumed By God! I've been going to a new church Heritage Assembly of God and Pastor Tim has taught me a lot of things and I am very thankfull for him...our motto in the church is "Nothings to hard for God" and ours in the youth group is "Impact 1" meaning if we are consumed by God then maybe just maybe we can impact one life whether it be in a week or a month we have this thing "10, 10, 1, 6, 1" Read your bible 10 min. a day pray 10 min a day invite one friend to church a week and lead one person to christ every 6 months! I have to admit I have been slacking but here lately I have been and can feel myself drawing closer to God and relying on him for every problem and situation I come to and it is just amazing to feel God's presence the way I feel him now and I plan on getting into this 10, 10, 1, 6, 1 thing again so my relationship with him can become stronger and stronger than it is now!! I am making so many more friends some that I had talked to before are becoming closer and some that are just new from the church and I am so thankfull and so excited God is working in my life!!! I'm no longer going to worry about friendships, or "God when am I going to have a boyfriend" or "Gosh will I EVER find a job?" or anything like that because I know that God is and forever will be in control of my life!! So I think this is a pretty long enough blog for the first time! So until next time i'll try to stay "Consumed By God"


God Bless,
Ashley!